About me part 1
When I was young I was envious of everyone around me. Everyone except me seemed to have a normal family. Normal parents, normal siblings, normal home. We moved when I was 9. I made friends easily but my siblings didn't seem to. My mothers mental health went down the drain. Our house was dirty in comparison to everyone else's. Most things in the house were second hand. My dad struggled to cope. They were always in debt.
My mother did and still does smoke constantly to the point the whole house smells like an ashtray and everything in it. I probably didn't notice back then living in it constantly but I do now that I don't live with her. I suffered from psoriasis badly which started after we moved. I was covered to head to toe at one point and was in hospital for 5 weeks. When I got home I wished I was back in hospital. I was 10.
At some point through primary I was sent to a boarding school in the north of Scotland for a week. I think this was before I went to hospital. It might have been to give me a break.