First of all... for the record- the whiskey won last night.
In other news- my ex performed the national anthem at an event this morning and a video was posted on FB. He sounded much better than the last time he performed. The video was shot from too far away to seen him well so I don’t know how he looks, aside from the fact that he was dressed in these horrid sweat pants his mom got him when he was in the hospital and no one had combed his hair.
I was surprised to realize it didn’t hurt to hear his voice. It was like seeing a video of a stranger who was a little familiar. None of the intense feelings I’m used to feeling when he comes up. He’s not him anymore, he’s not the man I fell in love with, he’s just some guy who looks like my love.
I’m finally moving on I guess.