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Day 532

Ain't that peachy

I can't lie, my life has been pretty good of late.

My partner and I are looking at houses.

We have a pet dog together.

My mum let slip that he asked for their permission to marry me.

I got promoted and I'm finally doing the job I've always wanted to.

I'm earning good money.

We're even talking about starting a family in the near future once we're moved and settled.

And yet something is still missing.

I can't put my finger on it but I just don't feel right and my anxiety is through the roof. I couldn't dream of the life i now have but im still down in the dumps.

There's just no pleasing some people ay?!

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  • Only Me Only Me
    24 months ago

    Good to hear you are doing so well Lammy! After all, you have earned a bit of happiness. Is something missing? Or do you feel it is all too good to be true, that you don't deserve this and that is why you feel something is missing? xx

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  • Lammy Lammy
    24 months ago

    Thank you Only Me, that could be it. I think I just miss sharing the good times with certain people that aren't in my life anyone. It's hard because they aren't around for a reason but sometimes I just wish I could pick up the phone and share everything. Xx

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  • White Dog White Dog
    24 months ago

    Fantastic news Lammy, he's a lucky guy!

    I think it's quite a natural reaction after all you have been through, almost asking yourself if you deserve this, is it all going to be taken away? It will take a time to pass especially as there are people important to you who you can no longer talk to. Take your time to enjoy, don't rush it . . . . and I am so pleased for you. xx

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  • Lammy Lammy
    24 months ago

    Thank you White Dog! I guess I just need a little bit of time to adjust ay! Xxx

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  • Only Me Only Me
    24 months ago

    I sometimes miss my old life. But not all of it. So I can understand what you are saying. Life changes and we don't always love change do we? Even if it is for the better. You deserve this Lam, enjoy it xxx

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