I need help.
I'm not doing well.
I try to ask for help but nobody listens. Maybe some of them care - none of them care enough.
I'm scared that my plans to move to Spain are not going to happen. I'm scared I'm never going to make it. I'm scared that I'm going to die before I leave.
I don't think I can survive here for an extended amount of time. I need to leave. I can't keep living like this.
I wish I had a lifeline.