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Day 231

Dear Grandad,

Tonight I'm remembering our last conversation, voice to voice.

I was sitting on a cold, hard, concrete floor late at night, with your voice in my ear.

I remember you telling me that I was your special princess and that I should never let any partner I choose treat me any less than that.

You reminded me to be strong.
To be heard.
To be listened to.
To be acknowledged.
To fight.
To learn.
To live, really live.

I remember the things you told me, and I read your letter a thousand times before. I wish too, that you could look into a magic ball of wisdom and tell me what to go for, which direction to head for.

I wish I knew the right way to go. I'm at a crossroads where I could continue to work on who I'm with now, despite the pain I'm being put through, or I could cut the ties and rebuild.

Would you recommend it? Do you know what's going to happen? I wish you could tell me something positive, I wish you could give me some wisdom, some ways to go.

I'm feeling so lost right now.

I miss you so much. I wish I could tell you one more time how much I love you.

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