Tonight I'm remembering our last conversation, voice to voice.
I was sitting on a cold, hard, concrete floor late at night, with your voice in my ear.
I remember you telling me that I was your special princess and that I should never let any partner I choose treat me any less than that.
You reminded me to be strong.
To be heard.
To be listened to.
To be acknowledged.
To live, really live.
I remember the things you told me, and I read your letter a thousand times before. I wish too, that you could look into a magic ball of wisdom and tell me what to go for, which direction to head for.
I wish I knew the right way to go. I'm at a crossroads where I could continue to work on who I'm with now, despite the pain I'm being put through, or I could cut the ties and rebuild.
Would you recommend it? Do you know what's going to happen? I wish you could tell me something positive, I wish you could give me some wisdom, some ways to go.
I'm feeling so lost right now.
I miss you so much. I wish I could tell you one more time how much I love you.