Dreaming about someone I hate
Last 3 nights I've had a dream about someone no longer in my life and someone I hate.
My dad. And I detest calling him that.
The 1st one we were on a road trip going to see a band play, we got to the gig and he was jumping around with his arm around me but I was aware that I hated him.
The 2nd dream he was drunk, had a gun and tried to shoot me 5 times but couldn't hit because he was so drunk.
The 3rd dream (last night) he was still with my mum but was caught cheating, I called him every name under the sun and wanted to smash his face in.
I hope tonight I have a dream about someone else, even Freddy Krueger or Michael Myres would be better.
I hate wasting any of my waking time or energy on him (I get that its ironic I am penning about him) but even to be bothered by him in my sleep is enough already !!
ANYWAY, hope my pen pals have a good Friday and a good weekend.