Dreams of romance and suicide
I had a dream last night that I was in love with a coloured guy called Conrad.
I don't remember much about why I loved him, but I do recall at one point we were sitting under a tree next to a river at dusk, golden hour, and he had my legs resting on his lap.
He gently placed his hands on my next and pulled me in to kiss him. It felt really romantic.
No idea who the guy is in real life or if he's of any real meaning, but in the dream, he became very sad and took his life. He got in his car, went to a mall parking lot and ran toxic gases into his car until he was gone.
In the dream, I had no idea why he did it. He seemed happy and we were happy, either way I woke up feeling very sad and my heart felt sore.
I have no idea if this dream signified anything in particular, but it was very sad after very fleeting moments of romance and happiness.