I am still contemplating therapy and asking myself lots of questions.
I have lots of things swirling around my Head but could I discuss my inner thoughts and feelings with a complete stranger. Would they think ill of me if I discuss my feelings in depth and how would any if this help me ?
I would like to be Free like a bird but so many constraints and responsibility here I could never walk away and leave it all so many people rely on me But I am getting no younger and will it really ever be My Time or will I just Die ( like my Mum did ) never making changes in my life and just going with the flow.... what really could a therapist say to me that would change anything .
My Sister has had 3 marriages , many boyfriends,many house moves and jobs she is searching for something that is not there......
My stability keeps me grounded, I wonder if I ever will let go and just Fly.
Untie these restraints that keep me as someone I really am not
Face off, yes that is me but my wild side is trapped screaming to escape......