We didn’t go for the bike ride because I had to go to London. He suggested tomorrow. But it’s going to rain tomorrow…. I bet it doesn’t, but the weather forecast is bad. I was immensely relieved. I’m scared. I don’t want to be a fool. I might see him at the gym tomorrow. I hope not for the same reason. Just need not to see him for a while again. Oh dear.
Will have sex with Beloved now instead.