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Day 77

Relapse Day

Last week I made the decision to enforce some distance within my mind. I removed his music from my phone so it won’t come on when I drive, I unfollowed a bunch of people on FB so I wouldn’t have reminders of him pop up. I couldn’t bring myself to delete the photos off my phone yet, but it was a big step.

It’s been a pretty good week. I’ve felt more like my life is back to normal than I have since the whole thing happened.

But today I woke up with one of his songs in my head again, and he’s been in my mind all day. I mentally conversed with him while otherwise idle all day again.

It’s been odd, but surprisingly not terribly painful.

I guess I’m healing. Finally.

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  • Bettedavis Bettedavis
    3 weeks ago

    Yes it takes a while for the Pain to disappear..... your heart will mend.

  • RavDiablo RavDiablo
    3 weeks ago

    all hearts mend, but you have to allow it to do so.... and treasure your scar....

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  • miranda_b miranda_b
    3 weeks ago

    That’s a beautiful thought Rav... thank you.

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