Too unsettled to even write
I can't believe it took me so long already to come back here. It's how I knew something was truly up with me; I find writing extremely soothing, and helps me to get my thoughts in order and deal with everything. Once I start writing about something, the less of a challenge it is to start doing something about sorting it.
Being a mammy is an unreal task. One I now know I will be able to do, but still feel extremely lost along the way. And I know it's the same for everyone, you hear it all the time! It's just that thing of finally experiencing it for yourself, and realising how true all those words are.
I live my husband, and I love this little bundle of joy we have created. I love our little family unit. We will bumble along together, hopefully not hitting to many bumps in the road along the way, helping each other overcome the worst of what we each find difficult.