Up'd the Meds - First day
My morning anxiety was surprisingly non-existent today. I was more groggy than usual after taking three pills last night before bed instead of two. Now I'm at work. The calm, collective and happiness feelings are back. I guess, I should say at least momentarily.
Up until now, every day has been nothing but a chore. Nothing is relaxing or fun. Suicidal tendencies on my mind. All of a sudden this morning, I actually FEEL like doing things this weekend that are fun. I'm having a WTF moment because so far it appears the meds are working as planned.
Still soaking this in...