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Day 200

Wasn't expecting that.....

Went for a friendly catch up breakfast on Friday with WG. Not seen each other for a chat for about 8 months and I have a new job so likely to see less of him.

He asked how I was, I told him. I asked him and the bombshell was dropped. He doesn't love her anymore. He's told her but she's still in love with him. He's worried he's overthinking and says he'll just play it by ear. Deep down I can see that he knows how this will work out. After everything that happened, the confusion and heartache he wants to leave her now.

Genuinely shocked by it. He asked if I was seeing anyone and I said that I was but wasn't ready to talk about him. So he's been firmly told that I'm not an option. I look at him now and don't find him remotely attractive. It was about what he represented. It was about what I lacked but what he could provide. He was my strength. That was all. At the time it meant so much. And now I see something different. I'm not sure what.

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  • Rodeo Rodeo
    55 months ago

    How you have changed and are now in a better place, to make decisions for yourself. Its wonderful x

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  • Lily Newton Lily Newton
    55 months ago

    I am so much improved. I have some level of control over my life now and that is a great feeling. Xx

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  • RavDiablo RavDiablo
    55 months ago

    Thanks for sharing your experience with us; glad to hear you're in a much improved spot!

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  • Lily Newton Lily Newton
    55 months ago

    Definitely am Rav. Can't believe the state I got myself into some days over this guy and the whole situation. Stronger for having dealt with it and came out better than some people would have I think. Xx

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