Why Do I Feel Guilt??
I have been taking medication for Hypothyroidism for 20-something years. Without it, my organs and brain slow down. Tuesday I placed a refill with my pharmacy for next-day-delivery. By Friday I still hadn't received them and called my apartment-complex's office. They said they hadn't received them.
Today, Day 3 of no meds. I called the pharmacy - they have confirmation that my apartment-office manager signed for my meds on Wednesday... But they said they didn't have them when I called Friday? I call my apartment-office. I call a dozen times before someone answers. "Oh, it was just delivered now." No, I tell her. No, I have proof it was delivered almost 6 days ago. The panic and anger are prominent in my voice. She calmly tells me to come pick them up now, and I tell her I can't because I'm at work until after their office closes.
I call Honeybun and ask him to pick them up after work. He's angrier than I am and calls them in rage. They say they'll have them ready for him to pick up.
Why do I feel like I should apologize to the office for Honeybun's and my attitude? These meds keep me functioning.