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Day 40

The final blow, dealt by god

I’m officially over it. I’m over him. It happened like flipping a switch.

I texted him a simple “how are you?” and the response was “good, glory to god”. I almost texted back “ok, now tell me WHO are you???”

This is not the man I fell in love with. Not only is he not trying to be the guy he was striving to be before the crash anymore, but the scrambled brain cells have abandoned all his previous beliefs and he’s become a thumper.

I can’t deal with it. I have no problem with him believing, going to church with his family, whatever brings him peace and motivation to move forward is great, but having such an obvious sign that he’s not him anymore is heartbreaking.

My man died on the side of that highway 6 months ago and some other guy lives in his body now.

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  • RavDiablo RavDiablo
    12 months ago

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I know it feels like a death for you, and please let yourself mourn.

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  • miranda_b miranda_b
    12 months ago

    Thank you Rav

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