To Be It All
I tend to want too much from myself performance-wise - so much that I begin to look down on myself when I don't accomplish all of my goals. Right now I'm the breadwinner, an admin assistant (with it's own limitless sub-titles), the house chef, the grocery shopper, the maid, the planner and keeper-of-the-schedules. Honeybun tries to help, but I can be so greedy with chores until I wear myself out. And yet, I really want to add more to that list. I'd love to be a wife, a mother, a traveler, and a writer. Every now and again I toy with the idea of being a technical writer for NASA. I want to be kinder, calmer, smarter, more generous - I want to grow to be a better person.
I don't need a big house or expensive things - I just want to "Be" more, I guess. Just my ego flaring up. Haha!
Sometimes I wonder if I want to be too much...