I'm so stupid.
I tried starting something up and he didn't bite.
No future, we have no future. Why are we even talking? Well, at the moment we're not, but we haven't cut contact.
Why do we keep drifting I'm and out of one another's lives?
This is infuriating. I feel pathetic.
I need to move on and he needs to move on.
No future. I must keep reminding myself that. We don't have a future. He doesn't even seem half interested in talking to me as it is, let alone meeting up. He's busy with his own fabulous life while I'm busy with... Uh... My mess of work and whatnot.
It doesn't matter. What matters is I get myself together now and remember, No future.