Is it possible to experience all the stages of grief at the same time? I’m sad and furious at the same time, and I keep expecting to wake up and for this all to be a horrible nightmare.
I realized the last conversation I had with the musician was only a couple of hours before the crash. He told me he was tired of driving and I suggested he let someone else in the band drive so he could take a nap. Him being asleep in the back without a seatbelt on is why he’s on life support.
I know it’s not my fault, but I would give anything to take that suggestion back.