Beyond help ....
I know the answers ... I know I'm being stupid even giving him the time of day ...but omg I miss him
I am risking D - but honestly I feel rushed into everything with D and I'm doing that whole thing of looking for reasons- but would I be like this if all was right , if I was ready
the responsibility of possibly hurting someone - that's what's killing me
What do I really want - honestly ... space ... I need space