Cancer I HATE YOU !!!!! ..Dreaming of Mum x
I guess nobody told cancer that my mum was THE GREATEST. That she was the most balanced , wisest human I've ever had the pleasure to be around, committed to generosity and helping others, and who ran circles around all of us until well into her illness. I wish somebody had given cancer a heads-up, I hadn't had a chance to tell mum all i wanted her to know? Did cancer skip the meeting where I specifically said I wanted her as a big part of my own grandchildren's lives?
It wouldn't have made any odds. Cancer killed Mum, and many others along its way , and it'll probably kill me one of these days, and it doesn't give a #### whether we're nice , mean , boring or pretty or if our families need us. It just takes stuff away, indiscriminately, and it doesn't even have the balls to be, like, a drunk driver or a murderer, something I can scream at , get mad at. So here I am, almost a decade without a Mum getting angry at cancer is easier to deal with than the big empty hole her absence has left F**K YOU CANCER!!!