Choose to feel nothing than to feel pain
It is supposedly just another normal day. Waking up, helping my son get ready for school, eating breakfast, smoke a cigarette, and chat your boyfriend. It's a routine. It's my day off from work. What i don't know that is today is one of the days that I'll be feeling a strong wave of pain. Yep, pain. Very inevitable. My boyfriend broke up with me because I confronted him for being too nice to the pregnant girlfriend of his youngest brother. I know it's too narrow, but we ladies will know somethings up. I don't know. He just said so many hurtful words that I think no one can bear. Words that never be taken back. Words that pierce your heart and soul. I didn't even get to cry. I feel numb. HAHA. I don't know what to feel. I just needed to vent this out cause no one knows what I'm going through.