Crochet, Avatar, Love.
I saw Luke today. It felt strange.
Chip went galloping towards him, a massive smile on his little face. He rolled over to receive belly rubs, tried his best to give Luke a big ol' smooch and even jumped in his car, as if it were 4 months ago and we were going to take a trip - us three, our little family - once again.
I miss our little family. I miss having a safe space in which I can love someone. I miss loving. I miss being loved. I miss holding someone and playing with their hair. I miss being held and someone playing with my hair.
I'm binge-watching Avatar The Last Airbender tonight, and getting major nostalgia. I remember back when I was younger, I would hope that one day I would find myself someone like Aang. Someone brave, honest, moral, kind, funny and playful. Sigh.
This weekend I think I will go to the beach and do some sketching or painting. Tonight though? More Avatar and crochet. Chilling tonight after the day I had, and the day that lay ahead.