Feeling empty, but this is better than feeling in pain all the time.
I feel so disconnected from everything and everyone.
I've been wanting to write about my trip somewhere on my blog, but I cant bring myself to. It's almost like I cant accept that something good happened to me, that I had fun.
Sometimes, I feel like life is surreal because of where I am now. My bff told me not to rush things. That I can improve my quality of life step by step. But I... I am just so frustrated.
I am still stuck in my head and I cant get out.
I feel like nothing I do will amount to anything, serving no purpose.
A close friend told me I would be doing something about my situation if no one was here to help me and I am out on the streets. Maybe he is right.
Life seems meaningless.
And I just need to find meaning somewhere.
Everything seems bleak.