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Day 98


Feeling empty, but this is better than feeling in pain all the time.

I feel so disconnected from everything and everyone.

I've been wanting to write about my trip somewhere on my blog, but I cant bring myself to. It's almost like I cant accept that something good happened to me, that I had fun.

Sometimes, I feel like life is surreal because of where I am now. My bff told me not to rush things. That I can improve my quality of life step by step. But I... I am just so frustrated.

I am still stuck in my head and I cant get out.

I feel like nothing I do will amount to anything, serving no purpose.

A close friend told me I would be doing something about my situation if no one was here to help me and I am out on the streets. Maybe he is right.

Survival. Idk.

Life seems meaningless.

And I just need to find meaning somewhere.

Everything seems bleak.

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  • Bettedavis Bettedavis
    11 months ago

    Why do you think life seems meaningless, how old are you, work, family? There is always someone out there for everyone.....Do you need to talk, therapy ?

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