It was all a rouse
Yesterdays post was just to see what the PC community reads. I was just messing xx
4 years ago I admit I was a Cougar, having just released myself from an average marriage and was looking for something more than average, if you get my drift. And boy, did I research those statistics !
Now. Im a little older and things have sadly changed. Not my appearance , as I still look after it; sexy dresses and exercise .
But my hormones are rebelling.
At 51 I'm a peri Menopausal woman struggling though each day. Some days I'm really grateful for all I have and really happy. Like today.
Then boom, I'm feeling I should step off this ride and let those around me enjoy their lives, without me as a burden. That's probably how I'll feel tomorrow.
I never knew how much this could affect a woman. Hot flushes I can comprehend. But the levels of joint pain, tiredness and extreme malaise I cannot. My hair is going thin and apparently I may loose my sex drive. Soo much to look forward to, then, for the next year (or so)
Mother Nature is so cruel