Went to the dr on Saturday. He has put me on muscle relaxants and pain killers. Which knock me sideways plus they are very addictive, sk Im trying to take them sparingly. Which seems to be working out. I dont like taking them but the pain in my neck and back has gotten quite bad. And I dont want to miss work over it, quite frankly i cannot afford to miss work.
Got youngest lads ipad sorted for secondary school. Cant believe he will be going into first after the summer. But it will make things easier with school runs and all.
Need tl try to get some sleep. But everytime I close my eyes, I get flashes of car accidents, not always the ones I have, but certainly some horrific ones. I need tl just breath and keep going.
Hope everyone is doing well. Sending lots of love, big hugs and big kisses to you all. Xxxxxxxxxxx