Please remember this is my journal
And I'm just venting
I have no reason to feel so sad, isolated. My home life is great. I have everything I want and probably more. But i have this dark fog/mood about me I just want to squeeze into a dark corner and pull a blanket over me. I need a good cry but can't quite manage it.
I'm functioning but I am aware that the people around me are getting a prickly side of Rodeo. They don't deserve it and that makes me feel even worse.
I tried to think of someone whom I could talk to... .. Not sure if I want to burden someone with my 1st world tears and fears.
I need to remind myself that this too, shall pass.
But, before that, I need to crawl under a blanket and regroup my resolve.
I feel soooo tired 😴
(Guess it must be work pulling me down)