The distance is going to be a problem
We were always going to be long distance, at least for stretches of time while he was on tour. But now there’s no plan. There’s no way of knowing how far he’ll come and in what time frame. He finally admitted he’s frustrated with his lack of progress lately, though I still don’t think he’s giving it his all. Physical therapy can only get you so far if you only do the exercises in your session. I try and talk to him about it and he says I need to chill out. But this is my future too.
It’s gone from I need to get out of here now can I bring my dog to maybe I’ll get to see you next summer when you’re here on vacation. If I don’t see him again until I go out there then that will be almost a whole year between visits. That’s not a relationship. On the other hand do I really want him coming here if he can’t do anything? If he can’t play or write what’s he going to do? Watch tv and sponge off of me? Fork that.