Two months of vacation
I failed all the subjects this semester in college because I just couldn't get the strength to get out of bed. This really sucks, really. The most mentally stable part of me is screaming inwardly without stopping. But I recognize that it was necessary for me to finally realize that I am not well and that I clearly need help. No problem, it's already done and I'm going to study all semester again when classes start over. Now I have two months of vacation, because here is Brazil, to try to collect my mental health from the trash. I'll be really mad at myself if I can't do that. Having minimally balanced mental health is my wish for 2020. In addition to medical help, I feel I need to build a wall of sanity around me, build a fortress. Rebuild myself. Does anyone know how to do this, for God's sake?