Day 53

You Almost Had Me

Today I found out that the man I fell deeply in love with 2 years ago, who pulled me up and then dropped me from a great height and crushed my spirit (a year and 2 months ago) has been with someone for 6 years and is now married to said person.

I've been in a happy, committed relationship for nearly a year now but I can't help but think back and wonder what may have been wrong with me, why was he so horrid to me? Was I not good enough?

No! I was good enough and nothing was wrong with me. I will no longer think back to these memories with you. Now that I know there was everything wrong with you.

I am free.

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  • Rodeo Rodeo
    13 months ago

    Its hard to let go, as it feels like an open chapter. But, you learnt a great thing about yourself. You are valuable and perfect, as yourself xx

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  • FlyAway FlyAway
    13 months ago

    I also confirmed something I suspected too... the last name he gave me was different to what his actual last name is.

    He uses a different one. I blocked him and blocked the wife so I don't have any temptation. I'll just keep moving on with my life. Thanks, that's exactly it. The chapter wasn't closed and now it is.

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  • That's great Honeybee. X

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  • Anonymous Anonymous
    13 months ago

    I don't think anything was wrong with you, but the same can't be said for him. It sounds to me as if he's done you a massive favour!

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  • How you doing my little birdy girl?

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