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4 Jun

Happy notes

I've been away .. holiday, but also away from social media, a lot going on, a lot of reflection.

Beautiful bags happy

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  • Beakie

    Beakie good on you , just be happy, everything will fall ...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Hey Rosie, welcome back xx Glad your holiday was g...

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16 May

Tipsy - good !!

A friend's birthday bash drinks ... Lovely evening and I was me ... normal sane funny clever wor

Happy

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14 May

The scary keeps getting out of its box

Hidden, forgotten and buried .... but so many stresses make the pressure cooker fill up and its hard

Fear

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8 May

my uncle

Kind, caring, gentle, generous ... he was always there... it hurts to cryThe funeral went well - mem

Love, Loss

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  • runcicle

    runcicle Add your aunt to your routine. Coffee if near eno...

  • Monsieur Anon

    Monsieur Anon I also experienced a loss. Lets hope it gets easie...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Will do runcicle xx Consider Anon I hope so for ...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Monsieur

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30 Apr

My head hurts

Work ... I'm trying ... house move done .... then life threw another brick or so it felt My uncl

Love, Loss, Uncle

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24 Apr

No title as I can't think of one ;-)

I never know what to put as the title ... I've started writing the journal first and fit a title

Work, Hope, Tired, Emotion

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  • Dragonite

    Dragonite *hug* I know i'm not your mum but i decided yo...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thank you xx

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21 Apr

Boxes ...Boxes...Boxes !

I went for a walk -past our soon to be house ... my new neighbours must think I'm a stalker !Whi

Work, Success, Moving

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  • Monsieur Anon

    Monsieur Anon Lol I know what you're talking about with the ...

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18 Apr

Taking happy pills just so I can work

Psycho boss on fire ... by 8:30 this am I had already taken extra pills ..Just to breath ! To think

Work, Boss, Psycho

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  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Feel for you. Hope all go's well with HR. xx

  • Elizabeth Inside

    Elizabeth Inside Rosie, sounds horrible, but please be careful with...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thank you both xxx they are an ssri ..and on 20 .....

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thank you both xxx they are an ssri ..and on 20 .....

  • Elizabeth Inside

    Elizabeth Inside Definitely go back to the GP. SSRIs take 6 weeks t...

  • Scarlett

    Scarlett I once had the worst boss, undermined me, ignored ...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thank you both - your comments are really helpful ...

  • Scarlett

    Scarlett Good luck Hun, I hope it works out for you xx

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16 Apr

Tipsy

Had acupuncture... told not to have wine... but hurts.. so had wine .. really bad wine..but the more

Wine

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  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Fingers crossed psycho boss has realised she has m...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Yes ... he is amazing .. trying so hard and puttin...

  • Rosie

    Rosie But omg .. Ann summers is calling me !

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous That woman has a lot to answer for lol Sounds like...

  • Rosie

    Rosie They are ... how was I so stupid to loose him for ...

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11 Apr

I want

1-. to not feel guilty about thinking about what I want .... something nasty about saying 'I'

Life, Happy, Hope

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  • Rosie

    Rosie Really horrible few months that topped off a few h...

  • White Dog

    White Dog You go for it Rosie, you are making the first step...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous What a great list, perhaps we should all write one...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thank you both xxx Hard to keep positive but I'...

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2 Apr

Happy... finally happy

I needed space... and it has helped... I know Z and I can never be. He will never get along with my

Life, Happy, Time

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30 Mar

My life

Reading my posts and my journal - my big issue is fighting my demon- I'm not good enough.So many

Life, Family, Work, Relationships

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  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Rosie, you seem to me to be a woman who has done a...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays Xxxxxxxxx

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thanks flossie,and you are right.. that's exac...

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29 Mar

I was stupid ... I was honest

I told Z how I was feeling... opened up, threw myself at him...and nothing !! Obviously that was not

Annoyed, Love learn

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  • LazyDays

    LazyDays He's an ex or you're an ex for a reason......

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Oh Rosie, I am sorry. Moving on is hard, going bac...

  • Rosie

    Rosie He text today- cold again.. his simple intellect w...

  • CatNap

    CatNap I'm so sorry, you don't deserve this. I a...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thanks all, actually it was a good thing, as you a...

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28 Mar

Made it to the weekend !! Yeah !!

So exhausted, chilling out with my 8yr old son in front of TV, we went shopping for treats- all unhe

Life, Happy, TV

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27 Mar

Omg I am so tired

3rd day of 5am starts and late finishes ..got in at 8pm - collapsed on couch after 7hrs of driving :

Ignored, Tired

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  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Goodness Rosie - you must be shattered! Enjoy your...

  • Rosie

    Rosie I can't wait ;-) He hasn't text :-( :-( .....

  • Rosie

    Rosie Pored .... bloody auto correct

  • CatNap

    CatNap Being so tired makes things look a lot worse. I...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous I agree with CatNap, sleep well tonight and look a...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thanks xxx I'll try xx

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26 Mar

Ok- another thing learnt and its heart breaking

I Love Z, I always have, but it can never be ...and this is heart breaking, every other relationship

Love, Hurt, Reality

334 Readers . 6 comments  

  • Rosie

    Rosie Dated not damaged ..dam auto correct

  • Rosie

    Rosie Son no angle but no demon ... gosh my typing skill...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays It appears your device has the same habits as my i...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Yep ! I have an iPad for work and hate it ! My kin...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Is there no way you and Z can come to an agreement...

  • Rosie

    Rosie I want to try, I just can't get over him or ma...

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25 Mar

Day 4 ..... so what the he'll is 'finding yourself'

Day 4 .... ok so what now? I've worked endlessly, I've run, ridden my bike, read newspapers,

Life, German, Bored

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24 Mar

Day 3 ... man free and finding myself

What I have discovered so far :1, I really like my church and community and doing volunteer work so

Career, Happy, Live

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23 Mar

Man free zone - day 2

Omg I've gone 48 hrs .... and one thing that has struck me is that I'm horrible ... as I hav

Men, Hobbies

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  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Oh Rosie, I'm not sure you intended to , but t...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Any time ! I was going to do a long bike ride tod...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous I know what you mean, I've spent the day wrapp...

  • Rosie

    Rosie I went running last night wearing my skiing therma...

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22 Mar

Thank God for happy pills

Full blown break down at noon ....work awful......extra happy pills required.But I have to ask - is

Life

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21 Mar

02:40 ...so really it's friday

But I've just got in.Had an amazing evening with 'him' .... but it started with me yet a

Confused, Heart, Head

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20 Mar

Hangovers

Aren't they meant to have the good grace to wait until the morning after you have drunk the vodk

Alcohol

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  • Ashlee44

    Ashlee44 Haha I've had that too!! Must be a way of our ...

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19 Mar

Hiding

I am avoiding talking to family .... they do not know about D yet... less he has told my cousin and

Family

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  • Rosie

    Rosie Sorry - that should be I don't get on with my ...

  • Rosie

    Rosie And ... so sod them !!! ... ha ha - I feel better ...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Rant away lovely, thats what pencourage is for :) ...

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18 Mar

Ok ... why?!!!

Why is it so bad to need space.... why do I feel guilty?! Why is D and my previous ex - let's ca

Annoyed

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  • Anonymous

    Anonymous I'm thinking I should have written my last com...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thanks flossie, I'm trying .... my family don&...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous 7 months since my husband went, and I still havent...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thanks flossie ... really appreciate your comments...

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15 Mar

Freedom

I'm single .... and it feels good, I can breath

Single

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13 Mar

Journey to the pink and fluffy

... that is the title of my journal I started last July after my review with my Boss - happy ... who

Love, Life, Hurt

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  • Anonymous

    Anonymous I know you wrote this last week but I've only ...

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12 Mar

Choices

What to write...??? So many decisions and sadly not about shoes! Why can't life be more like a b

Life, Choices

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  • LazyDays

    LazyDays Choices can be more useful that shoes, shoes only ...

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6 Mar

I'm not ready to grow up ! There has been

Just closed the laptop - work has helped me escape today and I needed that!I'm sure after using

Life, Age

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  • LazyDays

    LazyDays I might be growing old, but I have no intention of...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Good for you !!

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5 Mar

Beyond help ....

I know the answers ... I know I'm being stupid even giving him the time of day ...but omg I miss

Love, Confused

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  • pureandsimple

    pureandsimple This is what I did once upon a time. I created a n...

  • pureandsimple

    pureandsimple Oh my other key characters include Kindness/Respec...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster "Space" is such a weird, complicated ingre...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thank you both .... Excellent advice and I will de...

  • Rosie

    Rosie It's just me and my children and we are about ...

  • Rosie

    Rosie That's just one thing of many .... he has stop...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Get rid x

  • Rosie

    Rosie I'm finding I'm not excited by him now - w...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster He doesn't want space he is comfortable , fulf...

  • Rosie

    Rosie My ex - since our split 10months ago has always tr...

  • Rosie

    Rosie I need me time and a lot of paper and a pencil ;-)

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster You will work out the answers, you writing indicat...

  • Rosie

    Rosie I hate feeling like this .... when does life stop ...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Unfortunately the world doesn't stop so we can...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Xxx xxx

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster :-) x

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1 Mar

Bad boys

Work ... Love .. my week ..was poring out onto the page and I was boring myself !!what was i writing

Love, Maturity

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  • Not19forever

    Not19forever Bad boys are unpredictable and exciting and everyo...

  • pureandsimple

    pureandsimple It is true that some women are atrracted to distan...

  • Rosie

    Rosie you are both right ... he has become a habit and i...

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26 Feb

Happy pills and new running shoes

I began taking happy pills 3 months into my job - my boss said her only issue with me was my persona

Life, Work

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  • runcicle

    runcicle Sounds as if your boss is saying that your persona...

  • Befalus

    Befalus Running will be great for you. Your body is releas...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thank you both xxx legs are a bit sore this mornin...

  • peg

    peg Your boss sounds like a peach. Exercise is suppo...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thank you x try Amazon - a third of the price for ...

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25 Feb

no words can cover today

no nice ones anyway !why do other people have to criticise you when really their issues are with the

Work

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  • Anonymous

    Anonymous I feel for you its not nice when your having troub...

  • Befalus

    Befalus I totally feel for you here, Daisy. Fingers crosse...

  • Befalus

    Befalus Haha, Rosie I am sorry :P I have a best friend who...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thanks so much .... Just trying to keep my head do...

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19 Feb

I need a new job

I really doI have a great job from the outside ... big company with great customer caring reputation

Life, Work, Ethics

321 Readers . 6 comments  

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays If you're going to go...go! Good luck with you...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thanks :-)

  • Eagle Fox

    Eagle Fox I often feel the same way, though I only get told ...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays Putting ANYONE at risk is immoral, in my arrogant ...

  • Rosemary

    Rosemary Follow your heart. You have morals, gal.They wont ...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Oh yes putting people at risk and is 'being ma...

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17 Feb

Keb Mo -let your light shine

http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=SyrRChQ0d5M&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DSyrRChQ0d5M

Life, Hope

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16 Feb

Dare I believe?

Relationship issues being worked through - I so want to believe this will all work out ... I love DI

Love, Life

267 Readers . 2 comments  

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays You'll find that eventually one bubble wont bu...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thank you - I'm trying not to xx

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11 Feb

Oh pants

Well - thought long and hard ...relationship with D - boyfriend of 7 months will be ended tonight Re

Love, Relationship

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  • Anonymous

    Anonymous I think you are making the right decision Rosie..:...

  • borderlinegoingcrazy

    borderlinegoingcrazy Although it sounds like the sensible thing to do, ...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Yes I know but it is supposed to hurt you have exp...

  • Befalus

    Befalus Good for you, hein! Good luck through it xx

  • runcicle

    runcicle It all sounds right, Rosie. Another adventure wait...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thanks so much everyone - I feel so mean , like I...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous You are not mean! You are looking out for you and ...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Omg I'm horrible - I've hurt a good man - ...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Let him deal with his issues and perhaps later it ...

  • Rosie

    Rosie I hope so :-(

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Hang on to hope...I have learned that feelings nev...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Thank you Willow xx

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous You are very welcome Rosie :)

  • Rosie

    Rosie I have a swinging brick for a heart ... wish I cou...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous It has to turn over into something and settle some...

  • Rosie

    Rosie xxx

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10 Feb

A great night out - and my phone was stolen:-(

It really was a great girlie night - C and I were having a giggle ...I've had a tough few weeks

Love, Men, Relatiomship

363 Readers . 18 comments  

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays No...just not ready for a big jump of sharing your...

  • Rosie

    Rosie You are right - but will I ever be with him or any...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays No, its just not the right time...maybe not the ri...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Hope so :-(

  • Rosie

    Rosie 5 stars .... Hate this iPad !

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays Ok, a feeling of 5 Stars then.... :)

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays And I agree about the iPad!!! Never made so many t...

  • badger69

    badger69 Gawd, the eternal struggle. It's never easy is...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays I'm married and would kill for one as well... ...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Ha ha - I ejected 5 yrs ago. divorced finally thr...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Badger69 -5 stars ... I need a new context for it ...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays Every young man should have a Badger in their life...

  • Befalus

    Befalus Not evil at all! When something feels wrong, its b...

  • Befalus

    Befalus Repercussions*. Slap on thw wrist for that terribl...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays Befalls, blame your typos on your iPad even if you...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays Sorry for my spelling Befalus, my iPad, auto fill ...

  • Befalus

    Befalus Haha, those damned iPads! *shakes fist*

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays That's the spirit!

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