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FOR CRYING OUT LOUD AAAARRRRGGGGHHHHHHH !!!!!!
19 Apr

FOR CRYING OUT LOUD AAAARRRRGGGGHHHHHHH !!!!!!

When everyone around you knows you are trying to spread your wings, see you working hard to meet a d

Determined, Under pressure, Stay Foccussed, Arrrrgggggg!

1022 Readers . 15 comments  

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Practice What I Preach !!!!
28 Mar

Practice What I Preach !!!!

I am so good at giving advice to others, about how to get things done - achieve set goals, recover f

Advice, Support, Self worth

265 Readers . 8 comments  

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays But all the best advisors seldom follow their own ...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays But all the best advisors seldom follow their own ...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays Echo echo echo ech ec e

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster You always make me chuckle LD x

  • Huxley

    Huxley Preaching is much more fun than practicing, it als...

  • onefinemess

    onefinemess Its always so easy to tell others how to better th...

  • White Dog

    White Dog It's always easier to see things from the outs...

  • Rosie

    Rosie You care about others and that is admirable, worki...

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Mission for the day . Re Discover who you are
27 Mar

Mission for the day . Re Discover who you are

Yeah i am a highly sensitive soul and what !And right now i am feeling disconnected from myself, Som

Me, Hello, Self Discovery

412 Readers . 10 comments  

  • nomad_girl

    nomad_girl I know what you mean. I try to set aside a few min...

  • eylea

    eylea 'To feel well adjusted to a sick society is no...

  • nomad_girl

    nomad_girl "It's about finding loopholes within it to...

  • nomad_girl

    nomad_girl Woops! I thought eylea was Beautiful Disaster haha...

  • White Dog

    White Dog Be strong BD and be true to yourself. Sometimes I ...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Thats an interesting question Nomad and if i am to...

  • eylea

    eylea Haha it's understandable though! I do it too, ...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster its a deal Eylea I will get back o you on what I d...

  • nomad_girl

    nomad_girl Haha sometimes, I do think about myself that way t...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster It was a great reply at that x

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Lost my Mind somewhere online ????
24 Mar

Lost my Mind somewhere online ????

Hardly suprising since i have got up and logged online i have read more than five hundred posts, cli

Information Overload...HELP !!

1439 Readers . 3 comments  

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Closed For Good !!!!!!
23 Mar

Closed For Good !!!!!!

Can you hear what i am saying ? Visiting time is over. Your subscription to my heart, body and mind

Freedom, Trapped, Misery, Wake up, Breaking freee

379 Readers . 13 comments  

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Snot Funny !!!!!
22 Mar

Snot Funny !!!!!

Got a pigging cold,My voice sounds funnyMy eyes are itchingMy nose is runnyMy skin feels hotMy face

Poorly

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Pheonix on the Rise Again !
21 Mar

Pheonix on the Rise Again !

No More guilt, No more shame, No more listening No more pain.I am moving on Back on my feetTo a comf

Success, Loosed, Shackle free, Determined

542 Readers . 6 comments  

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Falsehope Book !
20 Mar

Falsehope Book !

Getting really annoyed when I see people posting things on facebook that make people think a certain

Facebook Circulars, Knowledge is Power, Check facts

293 Readers . 9 comments  

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous That's why it is now known as Faecesbook in my...

  • Sexy Panda

    Sexy Panda actually i had a friend that had a few bedrooms cl...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster That's just it SP, you can fight it legally to...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous I have a 'extra' bedroom that either I or ...

  • Sexy Panda

    Sexy Panda yeah definitely not worth it. just to clarify my f...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster I believe everyone needs to challenge it , why the...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays Getting away from bedrooms for a mo, people just d...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays I'm thinking about a specific topic, but too a...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Aspartame has been the hot topic around here, and ...

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The F*&%-its
19 Mar

The F*&%-its

If you have a problem with the word "####", then this is not the journal entry for you . Ple

Annoyed, Procrastination, Bad Language, Tomorrow's another day

677 Readers . 47 comments  

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EEEEE YAAAAKKKK !!!!! Whats That Smell !!!!
17 Mar

EEEEE YAAAAKKKK !!!!! Whats That Smell !!!!

Denying my negative feelings doesnt seem to be taking me to the path of greater happiness and Ignori

Smelly, Need a leg up, Feeling Low

420 Readers . 6 comments  

  • runcicle

    runcicle I don't think we should deny the negative feel...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous I don't think that you should have to deny you...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays BD, just because you are swapping negative for pos...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Thanks Guys , so much truth yet again , I do think...

  • White Dog

    White Dog Having been on a PD weekend about balance I apprec...

  • WingsOfFreedom

    WingsOfFreedom You need to address all that negativity, because i...

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Fook The Pope ( Yeah i said it ! )
16 Mar

Fook The Pope ( Yeah i said it ! )

Wow a huge child-molestation cover-up has a new Leader Exciting! ( NOT!)I was not excited or impress

Pope, Coverups, Propaganda, Not Interested

470 Readers . 5 comments  

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Your Bondage will soon be a thing of the past!!!!!!
15 Mar

Your Bondage will soon be a thing of the past!!!!!!

I am still stuck in that rut , i am finding it hard to get out of because i dont know how to get whe

Freedom, Escape, Planning, Breaking free, Broken relationships, On a mission

481 Readers . 6 comments  

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To define yourself is like trying to bite your own
14 Mar

To define yourself is like trying to bite your own

Every time i define myself Things around me changeFrom a place i think i recogniseTo a place again t

Teeth, Poem, Defnition, I am me

845 Readers . 7 comments  

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Take it ! I have nothing to hide !!!!
12 Mar

Take it ! I have nothing to hide !!!!

While my Daughter was searching google images for young models the other evening she came across a p

Disgusted, Saddened, Child porn, Sick Parents, Dirty World

922 Readers . 11 comments  

  • Stargazer

    Stargazer There is free parental safe software that you can ...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Yeah she has it on hers , its not the sort of thin...

  • Slavemeat

    Slavemeat That is dreadful. WHO would let their kids have th...

  • Krayher

    Krayher It isn't legal at all... You MAY TRY to filter...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster My child is very educated, she has been educated f...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous This issue has really upset me, so sick, has this ...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Before we all go batshit, lets point out that diff...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster I have no intention of stopping, I am researching ...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Been thiking about this, and now I know you are UK...

  • Slavemeat

    Slavemeat Well said M1 I've been thinking about it too a...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster You are very welcome, I am doing it for my babies,...

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Just be Yourself !
11 Mar

Just be Yourself !

In a world of liesand little compromise,I must stop looking for proof.Just honour my own truth.Have

Self esteem, Be yourself, You are great

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Permanent Paradise or Temporary Madness, know which I would prefer!
10 Mar

Permanent Paradise or Temporary Madness, know which I would prefer!

Woke up this morning feeling forced to feel my void . Mum Passed 10 years ago. I deal with it very w

Loss, Miss you, Void, Love you, Mothers Day, In Your face, See You soon

405 Readers . 5 comments  

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We DONT NEED your One sided Media Coverage !!!
9 Mar

We DONT NEED your One sided Media Coverage !!!

Yesterday at least 4000 women marched in solidarity against Male violence on women , which happens g

Women, Media blackout, Rising, WE Can Do It

331 Readers . 0 comments  

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" Blackberry" Shackles enslaved my child
8 Mar

" Blackberry" Shackles enslaved my child

During Slavery days Masters named the shackles around a slaves feet to keep them on he fields "B

Blackberry, Shackles, Slavery, Modern day, Technology, Mobile phones, Next Greneration

1005 Readers . 4 comments  

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A Very Broken Man..Bad language warning !!
7 Mar

A Very Broken Man..Bad language warning !!

Angry and Frustrated thats how i feel , no human should be made to feel like this. I have met Bill a

Strong, Broken, Fighter, Ba Language, Unheard, Get well soon

931 Readers . 4 comments  

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Cancer I HATE YOU !!!!! ..Dreaming of Mum x
6 Mar

Cancer I HATE YOU !!!!! ..Dreaming of Mum x

I guess nobody told cancer that my mum was THE GREATEST. That she was the most balanced , wisest hum

Mum, Illness, Cancer, Grief, Missing You

5502 Readers . 17 comments  

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Two Letters, one syllable yet so hard to say !
5 Mar

Two Letters, one syllable yet so hard to say !

I want to say NO !, I feel bad about it and even started to question myself as to why I feel like th

Saying No, Stage fright, Not again, Against Violence, Marching

552 Readers . 20 comments  

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Prada, Plastic or Rucksack? ...Unpack Those Bags, Bag Lady!!
4 Mar

Prada, Plastic or Rucksack? ...Unpack Those Bags, Bag Lady!!

Self Confessed Bag Lady. Not the homeless kind., nor the kind who loves Gucci . I'm the kind who

Freedom, Emotional Baggage, Travelling Light, Backache, Headahe

2285 Readers . 15 comments  

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Emancipate yourself from mental slavery
3 Mar

Emancipate yourself from mental slavery

I was sitting and listen to my lil one was sat with headphones on singing along to Bob Marley.."

Walking, Songs, Mental Slavery

645 Readers . 2 comments  

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Hmmmm? Why is Puppy Love so easy
2 Mar

Hmmmm? Why is Puppy Love so easy

Why is loving a puppy so easy?And real love so damn hard?Is it just a simple sad caseOf a heart that

Lessons, Funny, Blessings, Self love, Puppy Love, Learn to love

1046 Readers . 6 comments  

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Loyalty is a game of two halves !
1 Mar

Loyalty is a game of two halves !

Yesterday on one of my rare venture out of the house I saw something that saddened me deeply. While

Women, Sad, Cold, Rugby, Fans, Dedication, Two faced

671 Readers . 6 comments  

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Pimp Pimp Hooray !!!
28 Feb

Pimp Pimp Hooray !!!

This morning I went onto a website called Datpiff, to download a mixtape and I couldn't remember

Angry, Not good, Pimp, Remember the past, Cant get away, Normalising

466 Readers . 6 comments  

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Tired of being nice and getting screwed over.
27 Feb

Tired of being nice and getting screwed over.

I have to say, I i am starting to get tired of being taken advantage of because I'm too nice.And, I'

Foolish, Selfishness, Niceness, Retaliation, Devaued

2520 Readers . 10 comments  

  • borderlinegoingcrazy

    borderlinegoingcrazy It is very hard when it is your nature to be nice,...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Shhhhh, I am trying to tell myself otherwise lol

  • Scarlett

    Scarlett The thing is if your nice by nature you will proba...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster The Karma Bus is continuously on a roll ,but event...

  • Scarlett

    Scarlett I think I have to believe in karma, it's what ...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays Your post, Beautiful, could have been written by m...

  • Emilia

    Emilia I keep forgiving people who hurt me, and allow sel...

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous There are two extremes of people, nice and nasty a...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Smiles...hope I get to spend it soon lol I wont c...

  • TallmanSam

    TallmanSam Unfortunately people in this world take the fact y...

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Arse Kicking Required !
26 Feb

Arse Kicking Required !

8 years ago we met, i fell in love then told me you had a son and a wife, had to stay until he was 1

Cheating, Misery, Desperate, Serves you right, Ass kicking, Liar, Move on, STOP

690 Readers . 16 comments  

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"Hello down there "
25 Feb

"Hello down there "

"Hello down there ""Hello""You're well quiet!""Uh huh .""Is everything okay?""Yep.""

Acceptance, Fresh start, Denial, In a rut, Break free

1538 Readers . 4 comments  

  • debo general

    debo general I believe you are at an amazing point in your trav...

  • debo general

    debo general beautifully put aswell more of the same :) x

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays No big boots, no spitting just plenty of helping a...

  • Waiting for a life

    Waiting for a life I have just read your 'statement' on your ...

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Self-fulfilled Prophecy
24 Feb

Self-fulfilled Prophecy

Is it only a self-fulfilled prophecy stopping me from finding the love i want. Meaning, somewhere in

Love, Self worth, Law of attration, Worthy, Self fullfilling prophecy

785 Readers . 5 comments  

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays Sorry I don't have much time, going to work, b...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Lol shove it somewhere dark , I will get there as ...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays No, I don't believe it needs a great man, just...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays Buggrit, 'you no problem.' Last line.

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster I got you ...I am always straight, and usually ver...

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Do It Your Bloody Self !
23 Feb

Do It Your Bloody Self !

I just don't get why so many people who are playing Four Pictures One Word insist on posting the

Fun, Facebook, Gaes, Copping out, Four pictures one word

421 Readers . 5 comments  

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It's official I'm becoming a hermit
22 Feb

It's official I'm becoming a hermit

It's official I'm becoming a hermit. There is, however, a nagging thought that haunts me: fo

Life, Society, Leave me alone, Hermit, Recluse, Social outcast

931 Readers . 10 comments  

  • FlyAway

    FlyAway No. I feel like that from time to time. I used to ...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster So good to see I am not alone I my logic lol. I di...

  • Beetlebum

    Beetlebum FlyAway raises some excellent points, Its almost a...

  • peg

    peg My best friend is the same as you and it scares th...

  • FlyAway

    FlyAway Good luck with getting out of yourself, though - I...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays A though went through my tiny mind, do you think y...

  • LazyDays

    LazyDays I have no idea where the rubbish right at the end ...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster @LazyDays.....Wow that is some serious food for th...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster @Peg, I fully relate to your friend , I often wond...

  • FlyAway

    FlyAway @Lazy Days - .. I help as many people as I can in ...

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Propa Fooking Ganda !!!!
21 Feb

Propa Fooking Ganda !!!!

Today its hard to write , i am sick of propaganda by the media and the war they are raging on benefi

News, Corruption, Media, Benefits, Scroungers

415 Readers . 3 comments  

  • Anonymous

    Anonymous Oooh, I can so relate to this. I get DLA (soon to ...

  • Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster I really feel for you , I have people close to me ...

  • Rosie

    Rosie Why. Do these cuts all ways get the writing people...

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Give Yourself Value...You Deserve It !
20 Feb

Give Yourself Value...You Deserve It !

After some deep thought and time out i have come to realise that i don't dislike myself because

Change, Rut, Self love, Reward, Moving forward, You can do it

673 Readers . 5 comments  

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SEEING THINGS FROM THE OTHER SIDE
19 Feb

SEEING THINGS FROM THE OTHER SIDE

Woke up feeling fresh today, maybe its because tonight is the night i go out and do outreach with wo

Help, Change, Support, Listening, Struggle, Denial, Looking back, Outreach, Prayer

417 Readers . 0 comments  

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1, 2, you havent a clue..3, 4 you call me
18 Feb

1, 2, you havent a clue..3, 4 you call me

One ,Two, You haven't a clueThree, Four.. You call me a WhoreFive, Six...A label that stickSeven

Sad, Angry, Isolation, Frustrating, Strength, Growth, Stigmatised, Leave me alone, Own worst enemy, Prostitute

848 Readers . 16 comments  

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"Gotta Change That Self Talk"
17 Feb

"Gotta Change That Self Talk"

We are all our own worst judges..Did an experiment once as an icebreaker for a workshop i did , the

Self talk, Self respect, Self love, Be kind to you, You matter

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Confidence
16 Feb

Confidence

If you don't know what you are doing don't be afraid to try.... A little confidence goes a l

Confidence

215 Readers . 2 comments  

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Whats Wrong With Prostitution???
15 Feb

Whats Wrong With Prostitution???

What's wrong with prostitution?Where would one start, ....I guess I should answer that straight from

Sadness, Society, Struggle, Prostitution, Solution, Family breakdown

468 Readers . 9 comments  

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Compassion is good but doing is better
14 Feb

Compassion is good but doing is better

Inside, so many of us have great compassion for poor people and bad situations. But that doesn't

Compassion, Helping hand

293 Readers . 9 comments  

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Food for thought
13 Feb

Food for thought

My youngest daughter has just sat watching me enter pencourage, she looked at my name of Beautiful D

Innocence, Food for thought, Names, Selfworth, Childre, Good question

226 Readers . 2 comments  

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12 Feb

Straight out of the mouth of Babes.

These Lil Women don't hold back , not much you can say to counteract that Lil Wayne but i am sur

Honesty, Truth, Lil wayne, Tell it like it is, Innocence, Logic

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marinating in my dressing gown
11 Feb

marinating in my dressing gown

"What am you doing Pencourage ?" He asked me "Well seeing as you asked, I'm currentl

Silly questions, Mind your business, Got to laugh

217 Readers . 3 comments  

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10 Feb

Kimbra _ Settle Down

This tune is well relaxing , Lovethis womans talent

Music, Kimbra, Good listening

221 Readers . 2 comments  

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